Minggu, 15 Agustus 2010

Love GOD








Meidiana Jap thanks GOD
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Love God always..

Live in Your Own Life, not Others


"I want to be her".
"I am not as strong as her, you know".
"I can not sing like her".
"I can not be like her".

It is what anybody can say and anybody used to say.
==What you say, is that come from your brain, and you will get as the same as what you said==
If you don't believe it, then you can try it. Any word that comes out from your mouth, will be true. Because what you said and what you think is a command to universe. And it depends, if you really want it and you used to say it, the faster you get it.

I used to say that I wanted to be free, I wanted to be somebody else. But, what I got was more problems, I was not as free as now. And I became sad and mad. And the bad thing was when I couldn't cry...

==Laugh when you happy, Cry when you sad. And see the beautifull world==

I was hoping I could do that. But the next day, I really did it. I cried, and then I saw the rainbow. It was not sooooooo beautifull maybe. But as you could feel it, you would see something different as a beautifull thing after you felt the sadness.

I was hoping I can do it again. And when I didn't cry for what really made me sad, I felt so sad. It was getting worse and worst. I wanted to be like everybody else, who was strong and not a 'crybaby'. And it was getting worse and worst. Until I could not hold it anymore. Until I felt so depresed. Then I just cried, I said "I need love" to myself. But my words didn't come out to anybody, who I believe they could give me love. I just cried and cried. Until I felt really weak. And I knew I had to be me. No matter what, I needed to face it, I needed to be myself.

So I started again to be myself. I just let my tears fell down. Even though it was just a bit, but I felt better. I could feel that I was not that strong, and I admited that I was sad.

I don't want to be others anymore, it is not as beautifull as I think. I want to face my own destiny. Because that is what God wants me to do. He wants me to do 'these' not 'those'. He wants me to be me, not her. He wants to see the real smile and happiness that He had prepared, not the one that I copy. He wants me to live in my life, not others. He wants everyone to always praise and thank and remember, that He is God of all. And we as the parts of His Kingdom.

Thanks Lord

Kamis, 05 Agustus 2010

God is The Only One Way We Live in Life with Love


Theatinerkirche,
Italian baroque church was built between 1663-1688 by two Italian architects (Agostino Barelli and Enrico Zuccalli)
It was built to celebrate the birth of a baby boy to Princess Henriette Adelaide.

God made us, humans, to have a freedom. One of the most important thing that we used to forget about it. We use it, but not realize it with heart. We use it, but not thank for it. And if we went up in a wrong choice, we shout to God and say "Why do You plan the bad thing?". And (I think) God will answer "I give you choices that you can choose. But instead, inside is a secret."

Yes, for me, God gives many choices which we don't know what is inside of it.
It just a box with a game, not easy, not hard, it is normal. But then we can see that we are different. In thinking and feeling. One think 'I am the best, I can face it'. While the other think 'It is too hard. No way I can do it'. Or maybe they think 'I am okay. It is just fine with me'.

Which one are you?
We can be the three of it, or one of it, or two of it. And if there are two person take the same box, it doesn't mean that they will have the same inside. It is depend on how you look in it, and how you react with it. Maybe at the first, both are still happy. But then one of them says 'Not good'. and the other says 'It is good'. everyone have a different think and feel.

So, which way did you take? which box do you want to open next?
I was choosing the black box. And I was in the darkest place I have ever been.
But then, God gave me another box. And I choosed the white one.
And now I am on the way to the bright place in front of me. I know it is still far away.
But I believe in God, that He will give me the best for me. Even there are too much nails on the way there. And I want to do it as God says. I want to go wherever He takes me.
And I will see that the real present from Him, is my life.
I love live in my life, with God beside me.
Thank You Lord.
I love You..

Rabu, 04 Agustus 2010

Love and Life


Sometimes, you will get both.
For sure, they will make you smile.
And someday, you will lose one of them.
For sure, it will make you sad.
But maybe, you will lose both.
Definetly, you will think and cry.

And then, you realize that actually you have both.
In your hands, and in what you wanted.
It just that you are not honest to your heart.

And after that, you will get another or both of them again.
In different situation and difeferent kind.
And you will laugh so loud.And maybe your neighbour will say "Shut Up!"

I lost my life that day. I wasn't regret.
Until I got my love and I thought that I got my life, and it was better.
But actually I got a worse life.
And now I lose my love, and I get a better life to move on.
I have to live my life. With a love it will be great.
There will be a great life. Live happily.
And last but not least.
I get a great life in a great way.
I like it. I like to live in my life which full of love.